Passion for self or the mission

Where do we stand when we bring our passion to action? Are we exclusively concerned for our own needs and plans? The texts from the Roman Catholic Lectionary today bring these thoughts to mind. Nehemiah is concerned about the fate of Jerusalem. Does he petition the Persian ruler to satisfy his own needs in political influence or is he acting on the prompting of the Spirit of God or is it a combination wherein God's will happens to coincide with ours? Divine influence can be brought to bear through many means, even reluctant servants. The psalmist echoes the depression of the Hebrew exiles in Babylon as they cannot bring themselves to sing of Zion. Ironically the process of returning to Zion and the desired reunion with culture and closeness to God may begin with songs of praise recalling the goodness of the Lord and reestablishing our trust in His Ways. Luke is presenting in Jesus words the challenge of discipleship. We are attracted to moving deeper in modeling Jesus in our lives. This deepened relationship requires deeper commitment to doing and living the Will of the Father. The trust of the saints, Mary and Abraham are guiding us to maintain the course and be open to Divine transcendent power to keep our hands on the plough.